Category Archives: change

And its a GOAL!

We all hate making goals due to the fact that when we do not achieve these goals, we are left feeling disappointed in ourselves. But without goals, you are just a leaf, fallen from a tree, going God knows where!! You can get caught up in anything and be lost forever…

You have no influence on what will happen in your future or where you will end up. You might get lucky and end up somewhere nice and comfy. It may be close to a pond somewhere, since you are leaf, you will be well off. But we all know that luck, as much as we talk about it, is rarely there when you need it. You only ”get lucky” in small unnecessary things. The important, life changing moments have nothing to do luck.

The important things require you to take action. To get off your lazy or scared arse and make the effort.

Make some goals! I guarantee you will not complete most of them. But if you complete that one, regardless of how small it is, you will feel significantly better than you would if you just allowed yourself to drift in the world. It might be fun, not having a plan. And it is a good thing to do it, sometimes. You need something to hold on to in this crazy world.

Goals will keep you going,even when you feel like giving up. 

So why not try it. Start small. Keep at it. Even when you fail, don’t give up. Rome wasn’t built in  a day after all! 🙂

I am taking my advice and hopefully by the end of the next month, I will have my second baby…my guitar I mean :). And it’s that goal that will help me wake up and go to WORK everyday, even when I do not feel like it!


Silver lining

If you look, even before the storm, there are signs that it will pass. So when bad things happen, good things are sure to follow…

” Love life and she wi…

” Love life and she will Love you back”

So you are bored. Here are some games that will land you in a very interesting and fun place where you do not work and tattoos are cool.

You get bonus points if you can get through the first five without being hit with a police stick and double bonus if you can finish them without landing a death penalty.

Firstly you must be stopped by the police let us say for a speeding ticket.

1)      Ask the police offer what he is doing out so late.

2)      Draw happy faces all over his ticket book

3)      Ask him if his bulletproof vest would protect him if you started vomiting bullets

4)      Ask him if you can take his squad car out for a joy ride.

5)      Explain the speeding with, ’’See officer, I was driving along when I dropped my bag of crack. I tried to pick it up but my gun fell and jammed my foot on the gas petal.’’

6)      When he tries to talk to you have the radio on full blast and look straightforward and breathe in out very loudly. Do not even acknowledge his presence.

7)      Tell him you wanted to be a cop but decided to graduate high school instead

8)      Pay all your ticket fines with coins

9)      When he walks up to you look at his gut and say, ‘’I thought you had to be physically fit in order to be a cop.’’

10)   Pretend to be deaf when the cop comes to you window and halfway through the conversation turn up the radio and start singing along.

11)   When the cop is talking to you roll the window up and down and ignore looking totally amazed that the window goes up and down

12)   When he tries to open the door, taunt him by locking the door when he tries to open it and unlocking it when he looks away. Repeat several times.

13)   Tell him that there is nothing in the boot and he should not check the boot. Keep acting as if you are trying to conceal something in the boot even though there is absolutely nothing there.

14)   If they tell you to get out and put the hands on the hood. Get out, lie on the ground, and ask him to outline you with chalk.

15)   If you are put in the squad car, sing ‘’Mary Had A Little Lamb’’ loudly and obnoxiously all the way to the police department.

Children under the age of 18 should not try these and you do these at your own risk. You can go to jail for disorderly conduct and have a permanent record so think about this first.


A lion which is a vegetarian.

“Its better to be a lion for a day than a sheep forever.”

I recently read this amazing italian quote and I completely disagreed with it.

We spend our lives afraid of failure and moving on. Why? Because we, as human beings, as intelligent as we are, do not like change. Unlike animals in the wild, we have spent our lives working on ways to control change and to make it happen when it only benefits us.

This has resulted in many ecological problems and other stuff which you probably have already heard of.

Sheep follow the herd. They do not have a mind of their own and just blend in with the crowd. If lets say a lion comes around to “borrow” one of the sheep from the grazing herd for lunch, the owner will not notice. Unless he happens to have an obssesive compulsive disorder and has to count his 6 billion sheep everyday.(Then the lion should maybe find a different lunchmate)

Then we have the lion,big and strong. King of the jungle and feared everywhere. Because of this, lions can only be friends with other lions, mainly of the opposite sex,since they don’t see them as a threat. They can’t befriend anything else as they might end up taking it out for lunch.

I know, you are probably thinking,”ok, this girl has issues,” but bare with me for a few more paragraphs. There is a method to my madness.

A lion, or a sheep? Which do i recommend? None seem agreeable. Well I will tell you what I am..I am a lion which is a vegetarian. I am strong and the Queen of my world, in all its chaotic hustle.
other things invented.

And you? You are whatever you want to be? No, label can define you. A freak of nature some may call you, but thats just asshole for indivudual.

A cat that can play the guitar, or one which can swim? You choose your own identity, not someone else.:-)

The day someone can find one word to describe you then know that you have lost thats flare that makes you you.

Va bene

Once a month for about three days i take time to stay in bed for that whole amount of time.
Yes, you heard me, i don’t go out. I watch movies and listen to music. Thats what i do. Phone switched off or on silent and just me and my thoughts.

Today, day one of discovery. I found out i am a hand full when in comes to relationships. I really am not normal about them and although I have the best girl friend behaviour, not clingy or too jealous. So whats wrong then?

I was wondering the same thing and since none of my friends could give me the a clear opinion, I went to my ex, the one who I know would tell me the truth just because he despises me that much. What did i ever do to him you ask? Nothing, exactly that.

He confirmed what i already thought. I am lousy at relationships. And I have to admit, a part of me wanted to curse at him but I did specify i wanted the outer truth and I did approach him with the question.
So yes, I am terrible at relationships, but so what. I think I am good at the ones that count. We don’t get awards for the number of relationships you can keep but on keeping the right one. The aware being happiness.

So don’t worry if your relationship isn’t picture perfect. Everything will be “Va bene”.